HAPPY!!! Because in a month, my life will change. For better or worse? Only time will tell. Still, I can’t wait!!! There’s that bittersweet feeling again. Much like the ones you get during graduations — wanting to stay but excited to go. I have no idea what’s in store for me. All I know is that this will be a refreshing change. And after a long time, I look forward to mornings again. Incidentally enough, I’ve been eating a lot of breakfast cereal these days, too. :D Photo from: http://favim.com
Yesterday, I went to Mega Mall to see Hangad’s launch of their album This Time With You. I’ve known the group since I stumbled upon them on YouTube a couple of years ago. I grew to love their music mainly because aside from being very soulful, their songs remind me of my own chorale days and how much I miss singing for God.  Their concert at the Church of the Eucharistic Lord was amazing; many of their songs brought me to tears. They aren’t just beautiful, but meaningful and heartwarming as well. I especially like Let Me Be Your Stillness, Wonderfully Made and In Your Own Way,  which are, incidentally all written by my client (Sir) Paulo Tirol.  I’m so happy I got a copy of their album, which has been on loop since last night. Kudos to all the members of Hangad for producing such a blessing! :) 
“Dear Self, today you will shine!” HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :) Photo from: http://favim.com/
Hello Lord! Thank you for the 25 years :)
I shall watch this! And I want the book, too! :) Photo from: http://collider.com/the-conspirator-poster-one-day-poster/76257/
(un)Commited. Tsk. I should slap myself on the nape for going back to my failure to commit to blogging. I wanted to make this account a countdown ‘til my 25th but as early as the 28th day, I had stopped. Boo! If I were in back in LEAP, I’m sure I would’ve never heard the end of how this (inability to commit to writing) manifests in my life. There are so many other things about this blog and writing that do reflect my life. For this one, however, I would beg to disagree. Yes, I’m tamad. Yes, there are more days when I have the writers block than when I don’t. And yes, sometimes I choose not to write even though I said I would. But I’m not about use tumblr to force myself into writing when I really have nothing to say. I have my fair share of things I HAVE TO DO and this one’s not about to become one of them. So…basically, the intention of this post is to defend myself against myself for being (un)committed to the goal of this blog. See how I can be so bipolar? :P Oh well. Anyway, today it’ll be a week before my 25th. It’s not like I’m celebrating or anything. I’m more excited about the things that are about to happen than about documenting each one. So, I’m sorry, half of myself, if I miss out on posting again. If there’s anything that I will promise you, it’s that I will enjoy this last week of being 24 as much as I can. Day 6, done. Good night :)

(un)Commited.

Tsk. I should slap myself on the nape for going back to my failure to commit to blogging. I wanted to make this account a countdown ‘til my 25th but as early as the 28th day, I had stopped. Boo!

If I were in back in LEAP, I’m sure I would’ve never heard the end of how this (inability to commit to writing) manifests in my life. There are so many other things about this blog and writing that do reflect my life. For this one, however, I would beg to disagree. Yes, I’m tamad. Yes, there are more days when I have the writers block than when I don’t. And yes, sometimes I choose not to write even though I said I would. But I’m not about use tumblr to force myself into writing when I really have nothing to say. I have my fair share of things I HAVE TO DO and this one’s not about to become one of them.

So…basically, the intention of this post is to defend myself against myself for being (un)committed to the goal of this blog. See how I can be so bipolar? :P

Oh well. Anyway, today it’ll be a week before my 25th. It’s not like I’m celebrating or anything. I’m more excited about the things that are about to happen than about documenting each one. So, I’m sorry, half of myself, if I miss out on posting again. If there’s anything that I will promise you, it’s that I will enjoy this last week of being 24 as much as I can.

Day 6, done.

Good night :)

I’m sure you won’t be able to read this anytime soon. But please remember that I’m just here, you can call me anytime. And, kaya mo yan. I believe in you more than you know. Things will work out, just keep the faith.
After a short pause. I’m back! The past days have been so full of issues, stress and deadlines. I’m glad to be blessed with a less demanding morning. I hope this carries on for the rest of the day. Got a sad call from Pao before dawn, though. He’s really going through a difficult time in his life right now. The station is more than a business to him; it’s practically half of his life. And his people, who he’s most worried about, are like his family. I wish I could do something more than listen to him because it breaks my heart to just hear him cry. Sadly, all I can do is be here for him whenever he needs someone to listen and support him.  But I have faith. I know things will work out for the better and he will know what to do with his stations. 

After a short pause.

I’m back! The past days have been so full of issues, stress and deadlines. I’m glad to be blessed with a less demanding morning. I hope this carries on for the rest of the day.

Got a sad call from Pao before dawn, though. He’s really going through a difficult time in his life right now. The station is more than a business to him; it’s practically half of his life. And his people, who he’s most worried about, are like his family. I wish I could do something more than listen to him because it breaks my heart to just hear him cry. Sadly, all I can do is be here for him whenever he needs someone to listen and support him. 

But I have faith. I know things will work out for the better and he will know what to do with his stations. 

Soundtrip Saturday. Hi Saturday. This weekend appears to be a lazy one. But no complaints, I cherish days like these while I can. Mom and I are just lounging about with our laptops and listening to our own music. Too bad I can only post one song in each day here.  Oh well, let the soundtrip begin. :)

Soundtrip Saturday.

Hi Saturday. This weekend appears to be a lazy one. But no complaints, I cherish days like these while I can. Mom and I are just lounging about with our laptops and listening to our own music. Too bad I can only post one song in each day here. 

Oh well, let the soundtrip begin. :)

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